ThunderdHorse

wow i havent been here in a while hahaha :) kinda good to be back haha

rip it out and mark a grave cuz there is no one any longer... yea sooo im super bored and i cant draw... how suckish is that? i tryed doin what my friend did and "copy" (use their style) and draw but i cant. i have tried idk how many times and it just didnt work for me. and dont think this is a pitty party cuz its not. im just telling my frusterations to the world. aaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway. im so tired to the same friend had a bday part a couple days ago and we stayed up really late. i had to get up at 9 30 to go and do something. now i cant sleep in after 10 cuz my mom wont let me. sigh when can i get some sleep?

Do you know how hard it is to cosplay without it costing a fortune? VERY HAAAAAAAARD!!! i have to spend at least $50 to get a stupid wig. my hair isnt that long and not that red. im excited to go but its so expensive and in less than 2 months. how am i going to get my costume ready by then? i might not get all i need. :'( and no friend to help me out either. thats rather depressing. u only have one friend and she will be gone. i truly do give up. rip it out and mark a grave cuz there is no one any longer...